listening to :: BBMAK - miss you more
feeling :: horribly..... lovesick.

i have a piece of bad news that i have no idea how to break to you... i've been diagnosed.... with.. with.. lovesickness. haha, gotcha. -me.

i woke up this morning but my lazy eyes remained close. images of you appeared in my head. i fought to open my eyes and i see the dream-catcher perched high up. and it reminds me of you. damn. and the stitch plushie was just beside me and it reminded me of you.. so i jumped outta bed and looked at my pretty-fins. reminded me that my donkey has one too. *grrs. i walked towards my cupboard and i yanked it open. and i saw the voodoo doll lying innocently inside. again it reminds me of donkey. turned to look for my swivel chair, and realised that the roses donkey gave me are on it. again i opened the drawer of my bedside table and i realised, the postcards + cards and everything you gave me was inside. my room, the place where i seek solace and comfort, is so filled with you.. damn. how can i survive that stupid period of time im gonna spend when you're back in malaysia where every little thing in my room reminds me of you.. and im still wondering.

listening to :: michelle branch - leap of faith
feeling :: happy + tired

hey peeps! im finally home and have taken a good nice bath already~* hehe.... today was really great... donkey was supposed to pick me up from my place but i found it too late cuz we're supposed to catch the 2:30pm harry potter movie so i decided to meet him at clementi instead.. =) upon getting onto the bus, donkey gave me my pressies... =) he's like soooo sweet okayyy.... he got me this bunch of roses... [though he know the fact the i prefer sunflowers more] and a voodoo doll that ive been wanting for a long long time.. =) hehe.. and he was pretending that he didnt get me the voodoo doll and was like 'wanting to kill himself' haha... so sweet of my donkeyyyy... =)

went to taka with donkey where he got his food.. got my orange juice but i found it rather horrible cuz there's tooooo much fibre in it.. yah.. im a real princess.. orange juice without fibre please~ and donkey is the opp. of me! and yah jessica.. i think you saw me.. awww..... say hi next time around! x) *wavs~ to jessica

had dinner at swensens with my sista's godma, my mum and my sistas.. hehe... x) i was really full after my meal and i forgo my ice-cream cake.. haha.. shall get it on my chinese birthday.. =) hehe... okay.. i think i gotta stop here already. so.. take care everyone! *muaX

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listening to :: mandah - lullaby
feeling :: happpy!!

was feeling really down last night for no rhyme or reason.. but a ball of irritation grew inside me.. and i finally broke down into tears when donkey called... really no idea why... *ponders. i think i demand full attention from everyone.. i'm like so horribly dependent on donkey + my friends...

was still feeling really down this morning although i tried my very best to smile... went to school.. everyone wasnt in a good mood and neither was i... and sweet donkey gave me this really cute + sweet postcard with two innocents kids kissing x) in the end, the thing was finalised and we need not participate in the stupid grad ceremony... thats like pretty sickening.. and that didnt help when both the teachers, miss lim and mrs gan arrowed negative remarks at velda and the rest who danced to show them... comment from miss lim : "the dance will be better without the dance" [wtf? a dance without a dance? what the hell are you talking about] and what mrs gan said really irritated everyone.. look here, bloody hell. she was the fricking idiot who wanted us to join the thing, saying its the last time already, [we've participated in stuff before this crap], saying that its compulsory shit, saying all those crap to force us to be involved in it... everyone was so pissed off by their sarcastic remarks and didnt wanna turn up.. i asked her if i could collect my leaving cert today and she refused.. how sick. *grrs. to think i respect her so much, till i wanna show her my middle finger now. was pretty unhappy earlier in the day that i didnt wanna turn up for the ROD BBQ... until kwansiang kinda persuaded me to go..

went to have my hair trimmed before appearing.. hehe.. i think they were surprised that i turned up cuz i was late by a good 15 mins... and they thought i wouldnt be coming.. x)

was really hyped... we had great fun playing by ourselves first with silly games.. then the rest joined in... started of with our school's version of 'amazing race' and the team im in won! *three cheers! hehe.. then we played 'mr wolf ², what time is it?' haha... greeeat fun... then we made our juniors do their forfeit.. x) so fun okay..

the food was great... ate stingray.. tried my first otah.. had lotsa satays.. a chicken wing.. and loads of water.. =) *yuumm hehehe... my mum always says that bringing me to a buffet is the wrongest thing to do and i seriously agree.. eileen and kwansiang were almost eating non-stop! haha.. so cute.. then there were several people doing some kinda forfeit by eating horrible stuff like sushi with wasabi.. and stuff like that.. *lols luckily im not involved..

anyway.. we had this water-bomb as usual.. seems like a tradition already.. =) and i thought walking around with a digital camera is the same as walking around with the peacekeeper thingy in a warzone.. but i was not spared! i was 'shot' from behind.. hahaha... x) but its okay.. everyone got wet somehow...

the juniors gave out their pressies for us.... so sweeeeeet of them and i'll keep them really well in a time capsule or something... it wasnt a teary event for us.. too much fun to be tearing.... hehehe.... gotta stop now...

thanks to steph who sent me this really sweet birthday gift! its my birthday tomorrow finally!! officially legal to watch NC-16 movies.. but do you think i will? haha

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listening to :: willa ford - tired
feeling :: worn-out

early in the morning, i went to play basketball again.. and this time i was accompanied by donkey who travelled all the way... and before that from 4 odd to around 6 plus, we're talking on the phone... and yah.. i was supposed to call him at 3am.. but i overslept...

went to school today for some stupid briefing and then went to jurong point with the gurls.... walking around then we got ourselves dinner... after that we made our way to liberty market and they were purchasing stuff they wanna pig out on.. x( i cant join them cuz my mum doesnt want me to stay over at other people's houses.... met mr lau and his wife and their adorable child on the bus... =)

i dont know what to say, but i somehow dont feel like going for the rehearsal tomorrow, or even the grad ceremony... i dont know if im suffering from the side-effects of not sleeping enough... *arghs!

and yah jennie, pride is my god-brotha.

listening to :: britney spears - born to make you happy
feeling :: happy!
countdown to big occasions :: ROD - 2 days, my b-day - 3 days, grad ceremony - 4 days

*throws her books and notes up in the air! hurray! all these books can head to the donation thingy in school while the notes shall be packed into the recycling bags. x) my dad wanted me to keep my books, he said that i SHALL repeat if i cant get into a JC.. but im thinking of getting into mass communications if i cant get into a JC.. geex, thanks dad. how optimistic you are of my results.

anyway, its decided that im having my b-day dinner at swensens.. and im so gonna get my ice-cream cake.. again!! x) hehe... im such a beeeeeeeg glutton.

i wonder when should i tell them about my donkey.. i think mum and dad know of his existance.. i wanna confirm it for them. that will make going out easier for both me and him

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