listening to :: paulina rubio - the one you love [again!!]
feeling :: happy so far
countdown to my birthday :: 12 days more

hey blog! =) this morning had been really great. x) had a great time annoying + irritating my sistas and mum. and mum was trying not to laugh out loud when she saw us fooling around. x) *giggles. mum touched the lump again and boy, does she look worried.. anyway, im only going to see the specialist after my exams... hehe.. sounds like a 'no appointments needed' thingy since my mum works as a senior staff nurse at this particular hospital [let the hospital name remain unknown ;)] and she has good relations with every single working peep down there. x) hehe.. i sure miss messing in the place where she brought me into.. *giggles

oooh! yogurt and lemon yogurt cake for meeee!! hahaha.. been hungry lately.. having a reeal big appetite... donkey you want a mouthful? no! cannot... mummy made it for meeee only x) la-di-la~* not in the mood for serious studying yet.. and this is really shitty.. cuz both biology and geog falls on the same day!! *panics and runs away

oooooh, donkey, pretty-fins responds to me as well. *hrmpfs. when i clap my hands, he will immediately come to the surface lalala~ da qiang is not the only one who does that.

ooooh yah, write my post-exams activities down.. so that i wont forget...

-->> go out with vel and e-rest of the class gurls [catch a movie + take loads of neoprints again]
-->> go sentosa again as a class! [hopefully most will turn up]
-->> go ikea and snap loads of photos again [with donkey and vel] x) *yah, i know im not allowed to, but my digi-cam has its flash off most of the time*
-->> clear my room of the textbooks and tys.... tidy up my room + take more photos to pin up. [people, take loads of pictures with me!!]
-->> goes 'escape' again!! hahaha, i wanna go on all the rides!! [except the water one, hate getting wet]
-->> go east coast with donkey
-->> movie marathon with the gurls! [at who's place?]
-->> go kite-flying with donkey
-->> get a mate for my darrrrling...... fighting fish
-->> get a starfish to keep as a pet
-->> go to the history museum! check out the wedding exhibits... x)
-->> learn to cook and bake...
haha, thats all for now..till i can think more of what i wanna do...

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listening to :: paulina rubio - the one you love
feeling :: [NA]

gonna be a short update, today's paper was pretty fine. x) just taken my lunch.. mummy prepared baked potatoes + bacon strips.. yumm yumm... x) but i still think beth's baked potatoes are the nicest ones! hehe.... pretty bored now.. i think i shall take a nap before i start reading my geog. notes...la-di-la~*

hate it when i suffer from a headache.... *grrs. mighty mouse! kicked the papers in their faces already? x) hope you did.... *yawns. i think pretty-fins need a sun-bath.. so see ya!

[edited]:: just woke up not too long ago.. and realised there's a lump on the back of my neck [on the left] *sighs. it hurts when force is applied on it.. mummy doesnt know whats wrong with me.... i pulled my hamstring again... *grrs. due to a lack of warm-up yesterday before i went for a run in the morning.... [updated again]::mum's dragging me for a check-up after the Os... x( but i hate doctors!!

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listening to :: BoA - happiness lies
feeling :: carefree

haha, im back from the sci[phy] paper! hehe... it seemed pretty hmm, okay... got similar answers with my friends.... hope that i do quite well for this paper to pull up my practical paper... x) i think im much more relaxed these few days... as compared to the past few days where i get so tensed up and nervous during the paper....

went to macs for breakfast with the gurls.... been a long time since i last hanged out with them... x) was joking and laughing with them.. x) hopefully we will still be like that after the Os.. still as close as ever. anyway...went to the new NTUC supermarket and vel² got her seaweed and off we went....

*lOls* shall share with you a sms-conversation i had with donkey that cracked me up terribly.. x) words in blue belong to donkey while those in pink belong to me.
donkey:: dear.. i've been vomitting these few days.. during early mornings.. its morning sickness.. i've therefore concluded that i'm pregnant... name our child..
me :: ... haha.. really ah? you take care dearie... dont worry, i shall think of a name for the baby.. i will take full responsibility for it...
donkey:: thank you dear.. you're so wonderful.. and i love you for that.. i'll take care of our child inside.. we'll be very good parents.. i may take a parenting course

*lols. total madness! i kept smiling and giggling when i saw the sms and the girl beside me gave me that kinda look.. bleahh.. *lOls. silly donkey x)

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listening to :: aaron carter - im gonna miss you forever
feeling :: fricking upset with myself
note :: explicit content, parental guidance needed

im so fricking upset with myself. yeah, too much 1-mark questions killed me. the paper should be considered easy, but silly me went to attempt those slightly harder questions in the tys this morning and the past two days, instead of just going through the easier ones in the tys.... what the hell am i trying to do?! ruining my future thats already ruined enough? arghs! so fricking screwed-up life..

sometimes i just hate the me that seeks perfection in every fucking thing i do... and im not pleased with my previous few papers... its either i know my standards, or i demand too much from myself that i cause unnecessary stress for myself.. *grrs. and tomorrow spells doom for me. ive been practising so fucking much on amaths for the past few weeks or even months and neglected my emaths horribly. i shall burn in hell, and i dont even feel like taking my fricking stupid amaths paper that im sure im gonna make a mockery outta it.

shall stop wallowing in self-pity and get a grip on life. go catch some cartoons before starting on revision... pray for me alright?

current msn nick :: he was just a boy, like a 1000 of other boys. but i lurve him, and now he's unique in the world
listening to :: underneath your clothes
feeling :: tired

whoosh! just got back from doing maths with assistance from jimmi... he's pretty nice.. the moment i asked for him to come to the macdonalds' outlet near my place, there he comes to my rescue... x) got slightly drenched from the rain... but its okay i guess... x) anyway.... for emaths... i did the june o'levels paper once... did the nov-&-june 1998 paper 1.... and also around 75 odd ten-year series questions... i wonder if its enough to secure an a1 for me.... *crosses her fingers. just hope for the best... and that donkey comes online really soon to talk to me!