listening to :: beverly knight - shoulda woulda coulda
feeling :: =) smiley, better now

last night, talked + trashed everything out. was upset last night, cried last night. but today i ran to the mirror and smiled, telling myself that today would be so much a better day =) and i realised that one of my eyes have triple eyelids... bleahhh. x)

did very minimal number of maths questions... so to make up, i hafta do at least 50 and do the june o'level papers twice... arghs! rashes are coming back to me..... x( and pretty-fins still look sick even after i changed the water for him!

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listening to :: s club 7 - have you ever
feeling :: out of sorts

why do today have to end on a bad note? *grrs. so fricking irritated with my horrible temper. if you have to know, donkey, ridhwan and i were locked up in school. the school care-taker obviously havent taken the effort to comb the entire block before deciding on locking up the place. flared up at donkey unintentionally when he told me to do maths sums while waiting.

forget it. i should have dragged the both of them out despite donkey's so-called information of the school closing at only 6 odd on weekends. hmm, sounds like my fault already... but whatever. seems like 'once bitten, twice shy' doesnt apply to me. my second time being locked up in school

listening to :: linkin park - one step closer
feeling :: energised

ooh well, shall give a brief run-down of yesterday and off i head to the bathroom.. going to school today to do amaths.... i think i shall do emaths as well... hafta complete at least 180 questions today.. *motivated

chinese os yesterday, sucked totally. sure to be stuck with a horrifying b3 again.

had veggies unwillingly. donkey forced me, after that i had a tummy ache. conclusion, my body doesnt like veggies and case closed.

at kfc, got pushed away by donkey. x( refused to talk to him until last night

okay brief enough? oh well, i cant believe i woke up at 6 and i wanted to wake my sista up... *grrs sounds like my body lost track of time.. bleahhh

listening to :: michelle branch - i'll always be right there
feeling :: refreshed

last night was totally horrid... why you ask? suffered from post-paper blues... as usual *sighs. i know its pretty silly to like crying over the phone with donkey, when the papers are on the way to cambridge already.... the papers were okay... my answers are okay... but i dont wanna get an 'okay' result, i want a 'wow' results... im scared my best is not considered good according to cambridge's standard, although ive heard of how lenient they can be.... but i just dont wanna get a freaking c5, i wanna get at least a b3

and i was worried about pretty-fins cuz he looked pretty decolorised last night.. i was so scared that he's gonna die, just like da great e II, but after a change of water, he began to look better.. haha, must be the warm + clean water [salt added] that did the job. and now he's swimming happily... actually, he's asleep. d=

anyway, today's a brand new day, a fresh start. my life is in control, my fate lies in my hand. dont wanna regret when i get back my o'levels results... shall start cramming chinese words into my head now.. shall update ya when i feel like it

how the song matches how nice donkey is....

listening to :: deanna carter - once upon a december
feeling :: painful x(

harrlooooooo! did anyone miss my presence when i was gone? haha, betcha did! but anyway... hmm, wasnt in the mood to blog cuz my life was slightly screwed up earlier on, but i decided to focus on the good side of life...woooah, and did i mention that mr nazar drove me to vels place cuz i was studying with her + yiwei on monday? hahaha, totally cool.

anyway..... today's papers are over and done with! hehe, if i didnt screw up my papers by writing nonsensical stuff or out of point, i would prolly scored. *blahhh. but whats the possiblity? hhehehe, really glad that what i studied real hard for came and... and the source-based question mr nazar predicted was really northern ireland... [okay, he just said sri lanka and northern ireland and i assume that northern ireland will come up since for N'levels sri lank came out]

and after the paper, went to donkey's place cuz its near school and i wanna be in clementi area... well, i didnt go up... just stayed by the poolside and read some books + memorised the format... donkey brought da qiang down as well.... ehhehe.... so cute! it has white stripes on its body... x) but i think pretty-fins looks better.. if you didnt know, i got a new fighting fish! i wanted to buy a female red one, but there were none and i settled for a blue one... but who knows, pretty-fins is a guy! *bleah. haha, comtemplating about calling him something more hunky. x) and when donkey came down again in school-uniform and ate the meeeeefeen he brought down [his mummy cooked] before leaving....wasnt late luckily..

somehow, i wish the plane that brings our papers to cambridge gets shot down by the terrorists.... x) i dont mind retaking english papers. ouch* my bone problems came back to me today.. how sickening.