my winamp plays me :: jennifer paige - stranded
feeling :: horrible
if you wanna know ::

hey blog, i think im going to lose weight again. no, i dont mean im on a diet or something, but my ulcer's giving me hell. x( thats reeeal horrid alright...

im currently sharing a blog with donkey. ^-^ hehehe..... but it doesnt mean i wont update my personal blog as well okay....im horribly bored... and breakfast was horribly bland.... and have you been realised that im over-using the word 'horribly' in this entry? haha... alright...this is just horrid... but anyway.... i think i'll stop here... take care peeps! smooch*

winamp playing :: enrique iglesias - be with you
feeling :: cheery
if you feel like shouting out to me, then ::


hey blog, just got back from school. ^-^ haha, oh well, had geography and biology lessons today... it was pretty okay...hmm, nothing much happened today in school huh... only that we took several pictures =P i took one with xiuhui!! =P gonna upload them to my computer and send to my friends! =)

kinda bored.... went to both big bookshop and popular just now with the gurlies.... oh well, i seriously think im really bad right now... =\ i can get soooo rude... =| but well, the customer is ALWAYS right... =P yani and i got the same ten-year series today andw e're gonna do them... haha, i think i'll have fun... since i should start cultivating the lurrrve for doing them.. =P

velda and i had this funny idea of being part-time models for the first 3 months, haha, let's see how this will work out.. =P

oh yah, im thinking of setting up this portal page where everyone snaps a picture of themselves with the peace sign, with their digital cam/webcam..... so anyone game enough for it? vel? xiuhui? anyone out there? hehe... the picture will be static...so there ya?

thinking of starting a blog with donkey.... so in case i oversleep and did not manage to come online at 7 odd every evening or when i dont intend to call him that particular night... he/i can write in it.... but it all depends on whether donkey wants it or not lar... hehe, gotta stop here and read my mag!

winamp :: Jessica Riddle - Even angels fall
im feeling :: tired
if you have to know ::
quote of the day :: remember, we are not offering 'SLEEPING' as an O'level subject - Mr Lau

hey blog, as my mum is busy activating her tear ducts to suit the whole korean drama serial mood, i decided to give ya an update before plunging head-first into work [or i think something like that]... i guess these few days i will start to isolate myself and prepare for 'battle'... i really dont wanna live my life in regrets, knowing that i can do well and yet i didnt due to my laziness and procrastination..

school today was pretty alright, mr lau came and gave us biology lessons as mr tay couldnt make it. *pouts* i dont like the way mr lau teaches..... i bet mr tay can prolly go through the whole paper 1 in an hour's time and cover some prelim work with us... *sighs* and anyway, i took the bus home with xiaohui and we were like little chickens, chattering non-stop.. hehe, we talked about our studies to loads of other things.. hehe, although im not really that close to her, i find her a pretty nice person. ^-^

i wish there's an O'level subject like website designing... then i bet i'll enjoy myself 'studying' for it..... *sighs* but too bad there's no such subject... okay, gotta end and stop all my whining.

winamp :: Jokes on you - Willa Ford
im feeling :: [NA.]
if you have to know ::

bleah. as you know, im back from school and resting in the comfort of my swivel chair right now..... bah. i did like real badly for my prelims, with a L1R5 of 31? well... im in no position to complain and bitch about it, cuz i didnt study hard for it.. all i can do is really buck up and pull up my socks and try to score well during my O'levels

if you wish to know, most of my grades this time consists of Cs and Ds, 1 B and 1 horrible F. now you see the deep soup im in?

and also, my dad asked me if i think i can make it to a JC..and i was like 'oh shit..' and he went on, saying that it is important to get into a JC so i can get into a university easily... i hope i can meet up to his expectations, as well as mine.... i really hope so, or else... *shakes her head* i cant afford to disappoint my parents and myself one more time..... no matter how hard it is.....im so gonna mug really hard for my papers..

now, knowing that with 31 points i can get nowhere, so the first 3 months, im free! that means... holidaying with my donkey! *lOls* then i can have a companion who will watch cartoons with me all day long.... and who knows talk about the current stars with my teenybopper mum. =P

and i seriously think that my mum is really bent on making me fat. she just bought me chocolatey stuff, sugary candies and stuff like that! and also, shes so sweet, she got me this floppy fisherman hat... hahaha, talk about being reeeally pampered like a princess...

and donkey sent me home today, and we hafta protect vel² from da horribly annoying irritatingly terrible jeremy.. hahaha, and velda really thought that i was gonna bring donkey home to show mummy, and she was so hyped up that she wanted to join us.. =P had lunch at the mac's near my place and donkey gave me da lilo and stitch stickers and in return, i gave him the poem... =D you wanna see it? nahhh....something private for my donkey..but those who has access to my free-opendiary might have the chance to see it though.. =P

going come up with the best timetable i can ever come up with and stick closely to it.... or else im really dead meat.. =\ i think i really need to sacrifice for a while and really isolate myself from everyone [except teachers cuz i need help from them!] i guess i shall stop here for now..

this song is currently playing on my winamp :: And I - Boxcar racer
im feeling :: the jitters [i know i wont make it to the first 3 months]

last night, as i was waiting to my donkey on the phone, i received an sms from an unknown number and i was kinda irritated... i dont like to be interrupted when im talking. and it was terence! *lols* okay, forgiven for interrupting.. he asked me how i was doing and i told him that i cant get into the first 3 months course already..

and also, thanks to vel² for informing me to go to school at 7:45am this morning... or else i will be there, looking on like a stupidified fool with no companion. hehehe.... alright...im feeling a tad scared but this is of no use... my fate is already sealed... predictable already huh?

anyway, i will update ya when i get back from school....

this song is currently playing on my winamp :: Shoulda Woulda Coulda -Beverley Knight
im feeling :: borred
if you have to know ::

add-ons:: hey, vote for me at da sugar-shock awards ya? hehe

hey blog! ha, we need to report to school at 8am, and i got an hour extra to snooze! haha, how splendid ya? but the sickening class guys took their time to come and was terribly late.. so sickening ya? and now, we have to go to school at the normal time.... *bleah* and tomorrow's judgement day... and really, im so gonna die horribly okay? *sighs* no point lamenting and wallowing in self-pity. i better pick myself up and start serious studying before i really regret it

school ended at 1pm or so for me today, while velda and the others are going off to catch the tuxedo, im grounded. oh well, till the end of O'levels. not that long actually. and i went to watsons to get some stuff, so that i won't feel so lousy.. haha.. got a face mask and this nivea lip care thingy... and both are strawberry-flavored! *lOls* how grrreeeat. x)

back at home, mum told me about her experience during O'levels and now i understand where my chinese language genes come from! from my mum, haha, she got a horrible b3 as well! =P but anyway, she just wants me to give my very best shot.. hehe, i MUST outdo her!

went to my granny's place as my mum needs to mop the floor..and as i have my digital camera with me, i started clicking away... hehe, the below are the results of my trial-n-error fun! click to enlarge ya? *im no pretty gurl, just one who wants to play around with her stuff*